Getting my head around things

It has been a tough few months for my little brain to get around, what with moving back to shared accommodation from the peace and tranquillity of my own place. However I have to look at the financial aspects of the whole thing as I have said many times in the past.
Things for me though seem to have become stagnant as I am neither moving forward or back and that has gotten me a bit frustrated over the past few weeks, so much that I had become in-tolerable around people close to me and came to realise this last night while sat there alone doing some thinking.
I am not sure on why this has happened or what the future holds in store for me but rest assured that I am not going to dwell on the point.

Now as we move forward towards Christmas, this is another time of great sadness thinking of my late father and all the good times we had together. I am going to try hard to get across to the UK to see my mum and spend some time at the grave-side of my dad on Christmas day and the other is to be able to catch up with relatives and old friends and of-course cannot forget that social aspect of going down the pub ;)

I'm back (kind of)

Jeepers, well it's been a while since I have tapped keys but the lappy is back in the land of the living JUST!.
Dear god where to begin or where to go from. Well it has been a confusing couple of months at least yet time is moving on and so am I in all my gracious beauty. It has not been easy by any respect but now have a window of opportunity open for a few month more at least. ;)