Thursday 25 March 2010

I Wish

I wish I could put into words how I am feeling right now.
Numb doesn't fit the bill nor does sick.

You see yesterday I had the worst news going from my Mum and my thoughts are with her right now until I can get to England to see her.
This is all adding more and more pressure to me and I know that sounds selfish but is true. Playing the waiting game and the treatment that she has to go through is bad enough but if her treatment works or not is the thing that I can't handle.
I'm babbling here but my mind is really in a spin and cannot focus at all.

Anyway I'll leave it there for now

1 comment:

Lucie G said...

You and your mum are in my thoughts x
Lucy