Although I am trying to keep positive the cycle of thoughts from my emotional feelings early this morning are running high now. I feel somewhat vague in myself and my life to date and trying to fight these thoughts once again is hard. All I can say is that my mind is on an ultra-low and getting visions again of suicide.
This is really pissing me off now and suppose if I acted upon such thoughts that I would be no longer suffering within this twisted world.
Still the upside is that I tried many times before and failed :(
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