There was a time that I was so full of energy it was unreal. Nowadays I spend most of my energy battling on the best way I can. Although black thoughts are few and far between now I stil have to cope with every waking hour being constantly reminded of natures mis-givings.
I had been doing some work for a friend and was making good headway until I got into this recent lull and today all I could do is watch which was really degrading for me.
The upside is that my attitude has got alot better even this week as to life and have reflected on when I was low not realising how bad I really was. It's still a long climb back so just needing to rest a while now I'm on more stable ground.
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