Progress

I've been thinking recently about how I have progressed even over the last few days and how with each day I gradually get stronger. Well to think about those dark times and the distress I caused people still sends shivers down my spine.
It's been an eventful week yet was set-back mid week after trying to sort out my money which brought on a panic attack. Yep I'm still pretty vulnerable but my strength and will to fight on couteracts that so such occurances are few and far between these days. It's stil scary though that when I hit a low I have no control over what I do.

On a slighly different note, it's now a month since I was told that I was to become homeless and just over 3 weeks since I moved out. Well all I can say is that being homeless has taught me a great deal about life and what we take for granted especially when you have to fetch and carry water to clean yourself. I'm still under the trees in my mates field and happy out at that but can't see myself moving any time soon due to cut-backs in the rent allowance meaning I could only share a place again and don't really want that. It's also interesting to put to use the stuff I bought 3 years ago when I first purchased the van.
Anyway we shall cross bridges as and when they arise but until then just getting back on track.