My last post should have seen me on English soil today, but unfortunately things went wrong. Never mind, that's not why I'm posting this.

I feel more in touch with Katy every day, she seems to have become part of my integral life and not some fantasy at the back of my mind. This is great, although haven't been out dressed, feeling more comfortable with her.

Made the Jump into searching for a wig, after chatting to the lovely Kay D on the angels forum started looking at one particular website. As I am here and they are there, the paths are difficult to meet, so emailed the shop to see If they could be any assistance if I sent a photo. Not long after, got an email back saying they would have a go. Cheers Jenni, my look is in your hands now hun.

I also took steps to my birthday treat and contacted Jodie at The Boudoir for my makeover and escorted first trip out.

She seems such a sweetheart and can't wait to meet her. I am also expecting the company of the lovely Anna, who is also on her first time out. This should ease the nerves a little.

Now making calls to find a good understanding shrink, as I want to get the wheels in motion. I might not be able to afford consultations until I get back to work, but still get the ball rolling.

It is lovely to be able to at last feel fee of a burden that I have carried for so many years now. Always seemed that my life was miserable.

Anyway. Going to end on that note.

Oh but before I go. Having a soppy feb8th. 9 years today that I lost my day. God rest his sole xxxx
Your daughter.