My attention was drawn today to the reasons surrounding my current situation of desire to change genders. This was during a therapy session for my recent stupidity of trying to kill myself.
Ok when put on the spot it makes you think about the whole situation and what I am really all about. The fact that I have a female mind is bad enough but points were raised about having children and other such issues. Ok so that can never happen apart from if I adopt and there are the other side of things that females have o go through that I will never have the experience of.
In conclusion we have discovered that there is a lot more to this that has been eating me up but the full extent might never be known.
It is nice though that we have come onto this subject that for 28 years now I have suffered in silence with. I spoke of my emotions growing up and realizing that I was different to everybody else nd the trouble I had trying to do those "boyish" tasks that were expected of me in younger years.
Since getting back I have been sorting out the cottage by doing washing and cleaning windows. Call it perks of the job but such tasks have to be done. Have the majority of the the rest of the place sorted and just now working on the spare bedroom and my bedroom to get it just so to the way I want it to be .
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